endings

u're not the first to hear me say 'i love you' or the first ive kissed
dreams were shared with others and tears were spilled
i know what it feels like to have my hand held gently as i walk down the street
warm hugs, romantic gestures and sweet messages are all friends of my past
fights and cold silent treatments still haunt me
promises were made, then lost. broken.
ive been loved before, this is no secret

and yet sometimes i wonder how i could of lived my days before meeting u
has time taught me how to love or did i only discover its meaning since being with u?

i wonder. i wait. i hope.

u could never have been my first baby.... u were always destined to be my last

*singing* working 9 to 5

The first week at my new work place has come and gone. Pheeeeeww!! Its never easy being the 'newby' but thankfully i was greeted warmly with only a few jokes made at my expense. I was sad to see Candy (the girl im replacing) leave today. She basically babysat and held my hand for the entire week and now im off to fend for myself. Waaaaahh!! Not to worry.. Iv already found a nice lil corner where i can go and cuddle up into a ball when things go astray haha

PS - has anyone seen the recent pics of Eva Longoria in a bikini on www.thesuperficial.com ?? Damn, shes soooo HAAAAWWWWWTTTT!! I wonder if her husband uses her as an arm rest now and again haha Ed sometimes does when we're usually waiting in a line and he's being cheeky *cries* Ahhhh the perils of dating a tallie.