left the nest

i've moved out of my home...... and it's scarrrrrryyyy!

yes, im 26! yes, i can afford it and i actually love my roomies! yes, the place is FAB-O! yet still, there IS something scary about taking the plunge from living in the warm comfort of your parents house, where you can always count on good-ol mum to prepare your dinner and do your laundry haha and most-reliable dad to check your car to see if you've put enough oil in it, to being an actual in the flesh responsible grown up, an independant one at that! like i said before, it's scarrrrry and i know my parents are fighting the urge on a daily basis not to 'drop in' and say hi coz their lil chicken has left the coup.

however as scarrrry at it is, i'm delighted with the idea of buying my own groceries, paying all my bills (yesh, i trully was spoilt living at home) and the simple things like cooking my own meals. It's a taste of independence i havent quite felt before.

before you all throw up in disgust understand that i come from a very very close family so this wasnt an easy decision. it was a big adjustment for everyone and even now it still feels surreal. however just because ive left my family home doesnt mean ive left my family. i have every intention on vissiting and keeping in touch.

they are afterall the ppl who make me well... me and besides i need that backup plan just incase this all blows up in my face haha

ps - the most wonderful thing has happened.. msg me if ya wanna know *winkwink*