RIP Heath

it's been ages, i know. however i can be excused since my life has been overly busy with work, events and .... wedding plans * ba ba BAAAA* yesh i is engaged!

because ive taken on so many commitments blogging hasnt even entered my mind for the past couple of months but there was something about todays news headlines that makes me want to type these words.

Heath Ledger found dead, alone, in his NY apartment and at the young age of 28! thats only 1yr older than me (my birthday was yesterday btw).

so young, those were the words that could not escape my thoughts after i had gotten over the initial shock. no, he wasnt one of my fave actors, though Brokeback Mountain is unbelievable. no, i didnt think he was one of the hottest guys around. yet still, so young.

the idea of dying alone scares me to my bones. will my loved ones know how much they mean to me? will i be remembered? who would take my massive shoe collection?

death. for some reason it feels so close today.